The Great Law of Life is the disposition of
Surrender. The Surrendered Self is the Blissful, Joyful & humorous Self,
yet to come to the place of absolute surrender requires Self Understanding.
Self Understanding spontaneously releases
all misunderstanding, all suffering.
Self Understanding when realized
understands that all desires, wants, cravings & expectations and ALL
seeking Experiences for Experience sake is utterly and totally unfulfilling,
unsatisfying, and particularly revolting.
In my misunderstanding,
I thought, I lived, I believed wholeheartedly that my desiring life was/is
going to make me happy. BUT INSTEAD, I
have encountered the Crisis, the turning point. I have discovered that Desire
was/is running me and driving me into the grave and nailing the nails into the
coffin. But that’s not the end of my desiring life either. It is resurrected
again and I am reborn into a similar type of Being with the same type of disposition
to do it all over again and again.
I am insane, my desires are insane, the
world and its attractions and aversions are insane. Is there anyone out there?
But Thank God for God and those that have
Realized God. WE have friends in High Places who are serving our Awakening. We
have a relationship with them and they are only interested in serving our
Wholeness, they are not serving our egoic desires, needs and wants. As
Consciousness becomes Conscious of itself, the realization is that God is not
seeking experiences for experience sake. Consciousness is releasing itself from
its experiences in order that Life and the Earth awakens to its Eternal and Immortal Nature. That which is unborn, unchanging and the very
Source of All Experience.
As Jesus said, repent, you are sinning, you
are missing the mark, you are still seeking experiences, you are misunderstood,
TURN to God, turn to your Higher Self, Turn to those that have realized God.
Gather in a community of like minded beings, call on ME, and I will answer you.
I/we will help you UNDERSTAND who you are!
Does all this mean that I will never make
love with my Beloved again, or I will never eat chocolate, or drink red wine
ever again. No, it does not, what it means is I won’t NEED those things to make
me feel good anymore. I don't need those experiences to fulfill. me. I'm already Happy, before any of these things, before any
of these experiences. I am now liberated to simply allow whatever arises in life to express
itself through me as me in total innocence and mystery. Thank you Lord,
Halleluyah and praise the Lord.




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